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Saturday, February 24, 2007 5:58 PM

okay i remembered what i wanted to post. lol.



lie down in eternal rest

i am so tired.

and i don't know why. do you?

i just want to forget everything for the moment and just fade away. like the bleaching of colours on photographs till they are no more.

just like that. simple and sweet. no fuss at all.

cos it's just too complicated and tiring to continue living. cos it's just too hard to fight a losing battle. cos it's just too demeaning to always sacrifice my self-confidence to boost someone else's ego. cos it's just too emotionally draining to keep wondering if she still hates me and if she will do anything to me. cos..

i could think of a hundred and one reasons to die, to simply give up and allow myself to be consumed by the unrelenting flow of life's rapid waters.

不过，就这么离开，我觉得很不甘愿。我哪里比不上她呢？

sigh. 人就是这么的奇怪

so i won't bother about anything else. i won't give up, but i won't fight either.

like driftwood, i'll go where the waters bring me

loved ;





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maybe next time when i'm strong enough(:

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