i realise i've been a two-faced idiot. and i hope it's not too late to change. i want to find out who my real friends are and treasure them. no more superficiality and facades. i will be the true me. that's all. no pretences, no false trails. that's it. i think i'll be a happier person. smile.(:

i really should stop being so selfish. stop thinking about how i stupidly gave up the chance to be in choral ex. and obviously stop being envious of those who are in. i mean like, its my choice, what right do i have to be envious? gahh. just be nice and wish those who are in good luck. especially since they're my sistas and friends. ohwells. the concert's july 20. hope i can be genuinely happy for them.

i miss the sistas. seriously. and the choir famm. even when i go back for reunions and stuff, the choir famm isn't complete. how can that be?? i wish time will just turn back, and we'll be sec2 and 3 again, laughing and talking over the littlest things. how nice that would be.


i remember the barbecues, the chalets, the often-talked-about-but-never-came-about nights over. i remember the wild singing at busstops, the 'free performances' on buses, the zhong ji mi ma in tampines, the swings on top of the hill. all these, all these, i want to lock in my memory forever, so that they'll never be erased, fixed permanently in my mind's eye, so that i can reminisce forever.


and all i want is the sistas again.

Your Shadow


Walking along an empty street
A figure in black just behind
I turned
Trying to grasp you
All I felt was empty air


You gave me company
During my solitude
Gave me hope
When I was wandering
Deep in the ravines


Yet whenever I turn
You fade
I called out
Yet you never answered
You never knew


You barged
Into every moment of my life
As if taunting me
How I wish
I could be your shadow


But you never knew



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so nice right??? my extremely talented snr wrote it. ohwells. if only i cld write half as well as him.x(

fear.

is a word that leaves a bitter taste in your mouth that even honey cannot remove.

those dotted lines on my knee.

symbols of perforation to come.

terror rises up.

dilated pupils.

i wonder how next thursday will be.

n im creative!! lol

Caramel Frappuccino

Creative and expressive, you tend to match your Frappuccino flavor to your mood. And a flavored syrup is always a must!

yesterday was fun. campfire!! haha. it was quite a small one larh. just dig a hole in the sand n build a fire there. but it was nice. watching the glowing embers, the stars above(finally there's a clear night n i can see more than 3 stars) it was kind of comforting. if only there was a fireplace at home, then i can enjoy this sort of comfort every now and then. just switch off all the lights and build a fire. how nice.

R- Your very talkative
H- You have very good personality and looks
O- You love foreplay
D- Damn good in bed
A- Damn good in bed


Delete the other person's name and Repost thiswith the title "What does ur name mean???" in 11 minutes or something bad will happen to you at 3:00 am
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A- Damn good in bed
B-You are always fun when it comes to meeting new people
C- You wild and crazy
D- Damn good in bed
E-You're Super cool
F-People totally adore you
G-Love is something you deeply believe in
H-You have very good personality and looks
I-You have a nice ass
J-Everyone loves you
K- You like to try new things
L-You are so damn sexy
M-success comes easily to you
N-You have a BIG warm Heart
O-You love foreplay
P-You are popular with all types of people
Q-You are a hypocrite
R- Your very talkative
S-People think you are so sexy
T-You are the best in bed
U-You are really chill
V-You are not judgemental
W-You are very broad minded
X- You never let ppl tell u wat to do
Y-One of the hardest gangsters/rockers alive
Z- your lovable


what's foreplay???

new start. cos i realised there were people who were reading my other blog. n they weren't supposed to. haha. anyway, i'll just be shifting here. lalala. heex.

rhoda
3o1o91
nus

fashion-amour

love(:

maybe next time when i'm strong enough(:

none for the moment