it's love ;

Sunday, January 24, 2010 4:11 PM

because sometimes it hurts so much i can't breathe

i wish you knew how i felt inside cos maybe then things might change. but i know that that's just nonsense because nothing will change. and we'll just keep going on with an unnecessary piece of information.

and sometimes i wonder if you are feeling what i feel. still, knowing that won't change anything for the better so it's better this way. though i do hope that one day we can be friends again and these feelings will disappear.

and i want so much to start on a blank page.

loved ;

Thursday, January 21, 2010 10:08 PM

because i miss you, in a vague what-happened-to-this-part-of-me way. and i guess i'll be feeling this for quite a while soon. this little empty space that won't be filled up.

The Man Who Can't Be Moved

Going back to the corner where I first saw you

Gonna camp in my sleeping bag, I'm not gonna move

Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand

Saying if you see this girl, can you tell her where I am

Some try to hand me money, they don't understand

I'm not broke, I'm just a broken hearted man

I know it makes no sense but what else can I do

How can I move on when I'm still in love with you?

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me

And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be

Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet

And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street

So I'm not moving, I'm not moving

Policeman says son you can't stay here

I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year

Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows

If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me

And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be

Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet

And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street

So I'm not moving, I'm not moving

I'm not moving, I'm not moving

People talk about the guy, who's waiting on a girl

There are no holes in his shoes but a big hole in his world

And maybe I'll get famous as the man who can't be moved

And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news

And you'll come running to the corner

Cos you'll know it's just for you

I'm the man who can't be moved

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me

And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be

Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet

And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street

So I'm not moving, I'm not moving

I'm not moving, I'm not moving

Going back to the corner where I first saw you

Gonna camp in my sleeping bag, I'm not gonna move

and oh, *** ****, did i mention that i'm absolutely disgusted by you?

loved ;

Saturday, January 09, 2010 10:36 AM

I want to wear your sweatshirt to bed,

watch scary movies with you,

talk on the phone till sunrise,

sneak out at night to look at stars with you,

play your favourite video games,

make you watch chick flicks,

kiss you in the rain,

go on walks with you,

laugh until i can't breathe,

hold hands,

build a fort and have a snowball fight,

sit in front of the fireplace and talk about life,

i want to fall hopelessly in love with you.

- reposted from The Original Online Glossy

part of me is happy that i did. but part of me wishes i didn't.

and i just want to move on.

let's just hope that one day this will happen, and it will be forever. i had wanted us to be forever. but you couldn't. i'll just keep trusting in Him. because there's no other way.

so please stop visiting and let my dreams return to me. thank you.

loved ;