sometimes i envy others for their blissful lives, where years on they can still look at each other and sing heartfelt songs, where they are not afraid of showing their mutual love to the world, where there is mutual trust and respect.
and i wonder if it is all that wise to write off the entire population based on three occurrences. sure, they may be very strong counter examples to the beautiful dream that almost every girl wishes for. but is three enough to generalise about the whole?
i know i should take heed of the warnings from the drama unfolding before my eyes. but there's still that niggling little desire for someone to sing those words, for my life to be beautiful and perfect in that aspect. after all, this dream has been an integral part of my life for far too long.
really, i should just trust in Him to lead me on, because no matter what, it is Him who knows what's best for me. maybe i will end up like her too, much as i dread it, but maybe i could become an example. who knows? really need courage to trust wholly in Him.
