dreams can be scary things. they force you to come to terms with whatever you are running away from. they creep up on you from the back of your mind and surprise you when you least expect it. just thinking of last night's dreams is enough to make me shudder. the sweetness and happiness of the first juxtaposed with the fear and despair of the next. is this a sign from Him? i don't know what to think.
of course there is always the reason that these issues have all i've been thinking about recently so it's no surprise that they pop out so vividly in my dreams. after all our brains are more active when we're asleep. but there still is a fear that maybe this is God's sign to me, that this dream, this hope is a false one.
and i don't know what to think.
