Saturday, August 23, 2014 10:06 AM
7/8/14
I think that this is the happiest I'll ever be in a long while. No abusive friends, no bullies at choir and work. Really, the only flies in the ointment are my father, sister, and myself.
Family is something I can choose. Yes, of course I could decide to up and go but that really isn't an option considering that I'm very much still a dependent. Besides, how can I leave mummy behind?
But my self, that's something I can work on. The only person really pushing me over the edge is myself, the rest are just external forces but if I'm resilient enough, I won't cross over. A pity a supportive family is one of the factors influencing resilience. Still, there are other factors, and mummy's always supportive even if she doesn't understand and doesn't want to know more.
So, Rhoda kwan, get your shit together. You are more than the sum of your parts. You are a sentient being with an impact on your surroundings too. So help yourself, for the world will never help you