it would be difficult to say that i'm not upset. i am. it's like there is something intrinsically wrong with me. like honestly, who on earth fails driving twice. and auto at that. i try not to let it affect me though. it's almost as if letting this affect me too much is an admission that i am a failure, and i refuse to admit that. not yet, at least.
anyhow, there's not much point in moping about and getting everyone concerned and all. it's much easier to ignore these feelings and go about as if nothing has happened. after all, life isn't one dimensional.
on a separate note, yesterday was good and i do hope that this will last(: you make me ridiculously happy for some reason or another and it does feel like i've regressed to be a five year old. or something. but that's okay i guess. haha. now if only we could bottle you up in a pill or sth. now that's a thought. haha.
