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Sunday, March 27, 2011 8:55 PM


i do so want us to happen. but i don't know if this is what is right. it feels so right, yet self-doubt and the usual fears still sit over the horizon, a threatening smudge in the skyline. will these fears ever dissipate for good? i don't want to live life with all my insecurities clouding my every move and thought.

and basically i'm just afraid of what the future might hold. kind of want to just hold on to the present and never let go, because i never was one to gamble and risk losing what little i have for hopes of something more. because, the uncertainty of tomorrow is a scary thing. and yet, i know that now never lasts forever. and i don't know if that is scarier or not.

and i wonder if i will ever be able to fulfill my childhood dream of getting married and being a mother. sian, why my dream so cui. lol.

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