because everyone is small at night;
when what God wants and what i want clashes, what am i to do?
of course i know the textbook answer; i am to submit to His will and let Him lead me down His perfect path. but sometimes that just is so difficult, especially when i can't see His way for me. besides, praying that His will be done, and not mine is easy when one is just going through the motions. but how honestly can i say that that is really what i want?
and it's far to easy to blame Him for the misfortunes and failures that befall us, but how much of that is the fruit of our own doing? when we stray, trials and tribulations will come to set us back on the right path. and only through the trials God puts us through, can we be refined as gold.
and i'm just rambling on and on because everyone is small at night
