things have been moving extremely quickly the past week, both within and without. it's exciting, really. and it feels so right, somehow. but i know that i shouldn't get carried away: there still are many creases to be ironed out, all the nitty gritty little details that seem so annoying but are fundamental in any relationship. it just isn't very healthy to sweep everything under the carpet so early on. in fact it isn't good to ignore these things at all.
of course, i do want the sweetness and happiness to last, but i worry that if these things are not settled asap, they will only fester and ruin all that we currently have.
and it feels weird, blogging this way, because i know that you're on the other side, reading and listening to all i have to say. it's novel, i guess. of course, this probably has a slight censoring effect on what i say here but that is not to say that this is going to be the same as opus-no7. no, that would simply be defeating the whole point of having andveryfewtolove. so, i guess i will just try to blog in my usual vein and resist the urge to close down this blog and run straight for my pen and paper diary. haha. it's been really long since i last confided in that.
that said, i do hope that things can at least be settled so that there will actually be some sort of guarantee that the sweetness will last(:
