there's really no point in thinking so much about this because i will only know what's happening for sure on saturday or if he msgs me earlier than that. i guess he needs time to accept this and decide what he wants to do.
i guess the fact that i am giving him time to contemplate does show that i do want this to happen and am trying to make things happen. of course these things can't be forced but at least i can know that i tried. if it doesn't happen, then it just isn't meant to be.
i just hope that whatever the outcome, we can both be happy. because, that's all that really matters i guess.