what if, i was just a replacement? what if, you were just a replacement? what if, everything that has happened between us is just a coping mechanism and nothing more? what if, that which i have invested really is naught? what if, everything was just an illusion, two barely strangers seeking solace in each other, unwilling to spend christmas without a promise of something more? what if, the two of us are just victims of each others' need for love?
and i hope that i am just thinking too much.