knowing that you have a girlfriend already just threw everything right out of balance. of course you mean nothing to me. you're just an eye candy, someone to be happy about and the fact that you're my eye candy says something about how popular you should be with the girls so really, i'm not surprised that you're already attached. in fact, i was kind of expecting it.
what really threw me off was the notion that every single eligible guy probably already is taken and what's left behind for me? it's kind of hard knowing that i might never marry nor have a boyfriend looking at singapore's statistics.
and once again, i remind myself to trust in His divine plan for me.
