every fact is multi-faceted. it is very open to interpretation. and unknowingly, the interpretations that we draw reflect our beliefs and attitudes. the only question is, to what extent can one push one's interpretation before it is no longer related to the fact in question?
i had no one else to turn to except you.
would you be happy that you were actually someone i could trust and confide in? the only one i could trust and talk to? or would you be upset that i was just using you as a spare tyre, as a last resort, toying shamelessly with your feelings?
i think it's quite telling that you took the view that you took. because in the end it just shows what you really think of me. you have moved on, you have gotten over everything, because you decided that in the end, all i ever did was toy with your feelings. a mere plaything, that was what you were to me.
i won't try to contest that. if it makes you feel better, if it allows you to go on with your life, then so be it. why bother clarifying things and clearing up misunderstandings when they will only drag up things long gone? it'll only be another large helping of pain all round.
now that you have moved on, now that you have reasoned within your soul and am happy with the conclusions drawn, now that you have found someone else, i wish you all the best. whether now is only temporary or forever, i wish you a blessed life.
because at least one of us deserve it
and then i wonder if the only way to make a guy love you forever is to not give him any part of you.
so far, the hypothesis stands.
