and once more, i am afraid. afraid that maybe i do feel something for you.
and i know that i cannot do this, must not do this. you may be a wonderful friend, a complete gentleman, but you are not christian. you might still be in love with her. i might still be in love with him. you have always been so nice to every single girl you know. all these add up to a big fat no.
and so i resist.
but sometimes, it is just so hard.
and really, above all, i am confused.
