Sunday, July 25, 2010 10:53 PM
i know i shouldn't be doing this but i keep thinking of you. it all started when we were singing 'this marriage'. and while creating my mental picture, i thought of you. and everything just couldn't stop after that. and i know it's not going to stop because i still need this picture up till the concert. i guess it's cos i'm just so used to thinking of you when it comes to painting mental pictures? like in 'my love dwelt in a northern land', i could feel you there on stage with me. and i cried.
it's tempting to go back to what we're used to. but i don't think it's fair to you. plus we haven't talked forever. and i don't know what to think anymore
