Monday, July 26, 2010 8:00 PM
and i know that you won't msg me again, that yesterday was goodbye. and even though i know that things are better this way, easier this way, because we are both moving away and it's not just me, it still hurts, knowing the reason that you're leaving. is this really such a big issue? i try not to think about it and thus far, it hasn't seemed like one. keith was fine with it, he loved me in spite of it. and that made it seem so small and insignificant. but it's not. because not everyone can accept someone with cancer.
and i'm afraid that it might just be back.