and i am very confused.
i thought that ignoring this attraction was the right choice. but i'm not that sure anymore. praying to Him to help me to forget him if that is indeed His divine will for me but the signals seem to be mixed. i did seem able to move on but right after that, he started msging me again. and i don't know what to think anymore. is he the right one for me after all? i don't know what to think.
and i'm not sure if he likes me too. oh dear. shall not think about anything right now.