because sometimes it hurts so much i can't breathe
i wish you knew how i felt inside cos maybe then things might change. but i know that that's just nonsense because nothing will change. and we'll just keep going on with an unnecessary piece of information.
and sometimes i wonder if you are feeling what i feel. still, knowing that won't change anything for the better so it's better this way. though i do hope that one day we can be friends again and these feelings will disappear.
and i want so much to start on a blank page.