Saturday, July 11, 2009 8:36 PM

i'm really afraid.
revelations have been made this week but everything else is still shrouded in confusion. do i or do i not? if only things were so much more clear cut. and i can't believe i'm self-censoring on this blog. but it is rather scary. i'm afraid of saying it out. it's almost as if i can lie to myself that this is not happening, that this is just a one-off thing as long as i don't spell it out. i'm not sure how long i can continue with this self-denial.
back to is><"
{edit: the rain's back. back to wash everything away.}