Saturday, November 17, 2007 11:12 PM
i just wonder what do you think of me now
do you hate me?
do you still like me?
do you want to talk me?
do you want to shun me?
i wonder as i wander out under the skyit's really so sad that we don't talk much anymore
msn's still fine, sms's gone down the drain and face-to-face's non existent
and all i want to do is hug you and tell you that all is fine
i really should stop being so escapist
running away from him and the cr mugger group is not going to help things at all
hiding behind the protective shelter of xianhui, elizabeth, sophia and reuben aren't going to make things better
putting up my facades of highness and bimboness aren't going to make him understand and let him feel better
in fact all i'm doing is putting more distance between the two of us
and i can feel the gulf widening
when what i really want is to break down the wall that seperates us
yet, i've backslidden just too much already
the two ends of a rope bridge
both ends hidden by the mist and fog
both seemingly unstable
both seemingly unattainable
and i'm torn between the two, not knowing which to choose, which way to go
for both are equally important to me
even though i know God should be first place in my life
sheesh
and should i attend the masquerade again?
