Monday, November 12, 2007 8:19 PM
i despise myself.
really.
i seem to do nothing but toy with feelings and break hearts.
yes, i do love him. alot.
but there are the Lord's commands to obey
oh Lord, i know i should follow Thy will, but it's just so hard to do. please help me oh Lord. and help him too.
why do i always fall in love with the wrong people and hurt them so badly?