Monday, November 12, 2007 8:58 PM
and i'm really bad at this
is our friendship going to be limited only to tagging on my tagboard and telling each other that we tagged on our msn convos?
i don't want it to be like that.
i want to cry on your shoulder, lean on you when i'm in pain, rest against your back when i can't walk anymore, lie in your arms when i faint, watch secret on the sofa together, play si shou lian tan and lu xiao yu, play angel eyes with me on the piano and you accompanying on the guitar, walk all round east coast park, sit on the breakwater, hide behind your shadow, confide in you, do the lu xiao yu trick, tease each other with threats of cheek pinching, rubber band pulling and fringe tying, jokes of meanies and minis....just being with you, everyday of my life
and i realise we've done all that except the first
and memories hurt
especially when i know that it's my hand which destroyed all that
if only..
i hadn't been so impulsive
why do i have to choose between the two, my Lord and him?