Saturday, October 13, 2007 12:29 PM

and i'm just so tired of pretending that i'm okay when i'm not
people don't really care, do they?
all they want is a verbal reassurance that you're fine and trying to be happy and they leave it at that whether you're really happy and fine or not.
and it doesn't help that i'm really good at plastering a smile all over my face when i feel empty and lost inside.
cos everyone looks at the superficial and assumes that i'm fine
when i'm not.
i'm sorry that i'm not strong enough to handle stupid things like this
i just wish i could get over all this truama and stop dwelling on it
fine, it's twice in three days but so what?
you went through it before, and you came out of it stronger.
so why can't you just snap out of it like now?
and don't expect people to wait for you and help pick you up,
cos no one will.
it's only up to you to pick yourself up, dust yourself off, and start running again.
so get up now woman,
you don't go well with the linoleum