Sunday, August 19, 2007 8:46 PM
i just realised how angsty and immature i sounded in the last post.
ohwells. i am angsty and immature(:
now that i've calmed down a little bit more though that's not to say i've forgiven and everything's harmonious and right since i'm someone who bears grudges but with a clearer mind i can at the very least phrase myself better and not sound so angsty and immature
do whatever you want
i don't care anymore
这对我来说已经无所谓了
你爱做什么就做什么吧
我已不在乎了
因为我认识的爹,我那深爱的爹,我那敬佩的爹,早已过逝了, 是在2005年12月过逝的
我真的好怀念他,不过人已走了,已经在也回不来了,学会放开吧,学会靠自己的力量站起来谋生吧
我相信我做得到
and i'm so proud of myself cos i can actually be level headed about all these and am not so angsty anymore
woohoo!
and thank you so much
that small gesture meant alot to me
and i mean alot
<3