Wednesday, June 20, 2007 10:54 AM
what on earth am i doing?
maybe jill's right. i shouldn't be counselling him now. i mean like i'm helping him to get over me and that sounds iffy on its own. what should i do?
i can't exactly leave him in the lurch like that.
that's what made ruixian psychotic for almost a year. actually more than that.
and i don't want that to happen to him.
i want him to be happy
but that sounds really dumb cos he's unhappy because i left him
okay, i seriously don't make sense.
can anyone come and make sense of this for me?
or rather, come and make sense of me.
