Saturday, June 30, 2007 4:25 PM
i know i really should forgive
but i can't
it's just too hard
like everytime i'm nearly there, being able to forgive you and maybe forget it all, you have to rake it all up by going even further
how can i not hate you?
but after the hatred and anger has died down
all that's left is emptiness
nothing can ever fill that hole -
love, friends, singing -
nothing
family just is something that cannot be replaced
just my luck that i never did have one
