Monday, June 18, 2007 5:16 PM
i don't know whether i should have done what i've done.
but then again, it's already done, what can i do about it?
maybe i should just learn to accept.
after all, i have to learn how to be more responsible.
responsible for my own actions.
i really cannot make it when it comes to being responsible for my own actions. i think my strength is in running away from problems.
why can't i just face them squarely?
i'm just chock full of cowardice.
and i couldn't even look at you in the eye today. trying to avoid looking at you or even acknowledging your presence.
i'm sorry.
i just can't.
even if i want to i'm just too weak.
i'm not strong enough.
not yet.
