"i don't want to care, because caring complicates things, and breaks hearts."

how true

and did you ever realise that the world revolves around you? my part at least.

so it hurts so much hearing you say stuff like no one cares cos you're wrong. you're so wrong.

but then again you're just as blind as a fruitbat when it comes to things like that.

stop indulging in self-pity

cos i'm so sick and tired of seeing you in the whiny mood

just that you give a different term for it in a feeble attempt to justify your oscillating moodswings.

oh wait. do they even change?

i'm just very frustrated seeing you indulging in such behaviour and not confiding in me or anything

which again leads to the point about what am i here for?

i've always been here, it's just a matter of whether you see me or not

but now i'm tired of standing here waiting for you to notice me, to confide in me, to allow me to share your burdens

maybe i'll move away

for greener pastures!

or maybe not

but i just want to strike out and do something more adventurous instead of sitting here rotting away waiting for... what?

and he and i just click so easily, so effortlessly. while it's so tiring being with you.

i don't know anymore

我正在这儿，你看得到吗？

and most importantly, is it still worth it?

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