Saturday, April 28, 2007 9:29 PM
and i don't want to be like this
i want to be my sec2 self again, innocent, simplistic, trusting, happy, never wanting too much, just happy to be able to sing, to live
what's happened to me?
is this part of growing up?
or just a defence mechanism in a bid to protect myself from those who have hurt me cos i trusted them too much?
i wish i could be trusting once more,
no matter how many times i'll be hurt, 不管伤痕累累, if only i could trust,
things would be alot simpler
can i ever return to that time again?