Thursday, January 04, 2007 9:31 AM
sigh. i just had the most horrible day of this year yesterday. okay i know that's really stupid cos this year only consists of 4 days so far. haha. but i'm feeling grumpy so don't contradict me. yet. you can always do it when i'm feeling better. hee.
i think i'm allergic to school, cos after i got back from school, i had a migraine, my stomach was bloated, my knee joints hurt (both of them, not just the left. and the right one hurt much more than the left. and anyway i think the left one hurt only cos i used it too much while trying not to exert my right one. lol) and so did my butt. lol. and all that continued till i went to bed. now how horrid is that? sigh.
and i felt all hypocritical yesterday smiling to the people whom i know are hypocritical. ahh! i don't want to be a pretentious person. but actually i kind of still hope that our past friendships are still salvagable. i'm kind of silly aren't i? but true friendships are hard to find especially for someone like me, i'm always so introverted and stuff, so i really want to treasure all my friendships no matter how strong or weak they are. sigh.
and i'm still left wondering about the causes of everything but there's no use thinking too much about it cos i probably will never understand. ohwells. shall take my own advice to maymay and stop thinking to much.
easier said than done.
