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Monday, January 01, 2007 10:01 AM

just woke up from a nightmare where ******'s mom was trying to kill me with vera wang's princess perfume. okay i know i'm lame and it's plain stupid trying to kill me with perfume but as most people who know me knows, i'm kind of sensitive to strong smells especially deoderants (is that how you spell that?) so trying to murder me with perfume isn't too silly an idea. though of course i have no idea how strong the princess perfume is. if it's too light then it doesn't exactly work see? lol.

but it kind of shows how freaked out i am by, well, those people. shan't mention names today cos i'm not in the mood. haha. i am seriously dreading the day i have to face them again. of course ignorance will be the best road to go but i don't want to lie, not even to myself. ah well, just have to trust in Him to protect.

2007! the year that leaves me terrified. or at least the 3rd and 5th of the first month of it. sigh. i don't want my r papers cos i am extremely under prepared. in fact i think i'm even worse off than during the actual papers. i wonder if they're expel me if i fail them again.): at least i know some people will be happy. sigh.

we walk by faith and not by sight
led by God's pure and holy light

i want to walk with the Lord in this year of 2007 and not backslide again, trusting in Him fully for everything. as my sister said, in the case of faith, you can either have none or everything. there is no such thing as a little faith for if you only trust in Him a little, how can it be called trust? so i hope that in this year ahead, God will guide me and keep me as sheep in His palm.

and that includes the r papers.(:

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