Monday, December 18, 2006 1:05 PM
maybe you hate me. i don't know anymore. sigh.
it's like you suddenly don't msg me anymore but who am i to complain? i had only hoped that we could remain friends but it looks like that wish cannot be fulfilled either. ohwells.
talked with lots of church people yesterday and realised lots of things. like gasp, i didn't realise i was so blur! lol. but i really am quite slow on things like that. hee.(: somehow, i don't really fit in with the church youths. at least previously i had serene, but now that her friends are coming to church, she can't really talk much to me le. which is really quite sad. but it's nice to know that her friends have both accepted Him!(: ohwells, i just have to trust in Him to provide for me. praise be to Him!((:
and i ran out of beading materials! ARGH.