Saturday, December 16, 2006 12:58 PM
just back from youth camp. okay not just. was back yesterday but was too lazy to blog. oops. haha.
this camp has really taught me lots of things, things that i was unsure of, decisions that i didn't dare to make and it really pointed me in the right direction - God. yupp. i've been backsliding for so long and not wanting to admit it that i really think i have very thick skin.=/ but praise be to Him for not forsaking me. instead He has spoken to me in His wonderful grace and mercy and brought me back to Him. how wonderful and loving He is!
"..be not unequally yoked with unbelievers.."
i can't remember which verse that was but pastor chris did mention it once or twice in his messages at camp and it really touched my heart. it was almost as if God had opened my eyes to see and ears to hear His word and now i know the path which i must follow. of course he will hate me, of course others will blame me but my Lord is the centre and focus of my life. how can i forsake Him for non-believers? so i'm sorry, but i really have to go. i sincerely hope that we still can be friends but i will understand if you choose to dislike me. maybe by doing this, i will further strengthen your resolve to turn away from His dear face but it has been said in the bible "be not unequally yoked with unbelievers" so how can i disobey His word? besides, what we're experiencing now is probably just puppy love so i'll rather follow my God and my Father for He is the focus of my life.
i believe that the Lord will provide for me no matter what, be it a good partner, my future, my friends, family and health for He is faithful and just and nothing is impossible for Him. so i'll just trust in Him.
there's this growing pain in my left elbow and i wonder what it may be. another sarcoma? hmm.. nvm. shall just wait on the Lord and believe in Him and of course inform dr. tan when i see him on tuesday. ohwells.
praise Him!(:
