Saturday, November 11, 2006 8:44 PM

why is it that you haven't messaged me for the entire day? do you really wish to give up what is left of our friendship? i know have to right to say such things, but i really do miss you terribly. unable to see you, unable to hear your voice, unable to msg you. it hurts. not being able to know what you are doing hurts much more than being near you. i'll rather just be within a few feet of you and not say anything. much like what we do during school hours. i just want to know what you're doing, what you're thinking. i just want to know you. i know that at this point of time, whatever i say is useless. 因为我没有脸见你。我已不能像以前那样,潇洒地在你身边,已经无法接触你的心了。这也是我自找的吧。哎,我可真是笨透了呀。baka. absolutely baka. 对不起。我的确对不起你。
我们真得无法回到那个时候了吗?