Sunday, November 12, 2006 8:53 PM

is it me, or are you avoiding me?
haha. 自找。自作自受。BAKA. 愚蠢,真是太愚蠢了。rhoda arh, 振作点!让他走吧。别再缠着他了,让他自由吧。sigh.
trying so hard to forget you. it really is exhausting. and i'm just being plain stupid by obsessing over lee joon ki just to forget you. i mean like sure i like lee joon ki as an actor but i don't normally obsess that badly over actors and stuff. i'm just trying to preoccupy myself so that i won't think about you anymore. but it doesn't seem to be working. i find myself crying over you twice as much as i normally do. i'm practically clinging to 牛奶 now. do you know? do you care? even if you do know, please just ignore me. just let me be. i don't want you to be burdened down by me anymore. just let me live my broken doll's life. cold and very much alone.
you've given me more than enough happiness to last me several lifetimes. thankyou.