Tuesday, October 24, 2006 6:43 PM

you just seem so much more alive in my dreams
is that what i want you to be?
hmm. i still haven't really woken up from my nap one hour ago. sigh. hope i don't go round banging into walls like i used to do. heh.
anyway happy birthday to you.(:
if only i could spend your special day with you. sigh. and i can't make your present in my current condition. ohwells. maybe i'll postpone it. sigh.
today is such a weird day. just keep drifting in and out of sleep. sigh. the magic of it all. to submerge completely into dreams. maybe i want it that way.
kono mama itai keredotoki ga sugite ikuohwells.
maybe that's all that it is. a dream