Thursday, October 05, 2006 6:07 PM
sometimes, i really feel as if i don't know you. it's like, you can be one person this moment and be that person the next. and there never seems to be any warning when you switch. or maybe they were both there all along and i was just too blind to notice.
did you ever realise that it hurts everytime you say the f word? i flinch and it feels as if something within me is lost to me and gone forever. i know i used to say it all the time too. but when i thought about it, i realised that it's actually very meaningless. i mean what has daily life got to do with sexual intercourse? unless you're very sexually active that is. or maybe when you see this post you're just say the f word again and close the window. ohwells.
i don't know what to say. seriously. i'm just so tired and confused. just can't seem to string all my thoughts into a proper chains. everything's just floating about, jumbled up, making no sense. and somehow, this sense of loss is predominant.
