Tuesday, October 17, 2006 10:10 PM
sigh. i just knew something like this would happen. i'm going for my third operation in 5 months! on thursday. like wow. so rush. ahhaha. but they actually wanted to operate on me like in august or september but due to my exams they pushed it to mid october. ohwells. and suprisingly i'm not very affected by it. it's like just so numbed already. sigh. and i actually laughed and joked while i had blood drawn for my blood test. i am seriously starting to question my sanity.
but the first thought that ran through my mind when dr tan said that he wanted to schedule the op on thursday was oh no! i haven't got his present yet. sigh. it's like i've already thought out what i wanted to give him but can't do it just yet. and now i won't be able to cause i'll be on crutches! rahh. looks like i'll have to change my plans? but it's quite hard as i can't go out and buy anything either. sighsighSIGH. i'm sorry for not getting your birthday present. ):
and i really didn't know if i should tell you or not. but well, i guess it'll just depend on whether you read this blog or not. it's at times like this when i wonder what on earth am i doing? but actually i wonder about that most of the time too anyway. hee. you know what? i miss you. i really do. but yet i can't. but i just can't help but miss you. and reading furuba doesn't really help either cause i just see so many parallels especially between haru and rin. ohwells. i'm reading too much into things.
and oh, i love my french manicure.(: the nurse at the hospital thought it was done by professionals. hehheh.
