Thursday, September 28, 2006 7:06 PM
i really don't know what is happening. we used to be so close, talking every recess, staying back after school. but suddenly it all changed, without me realising. was it me or you all who changed?
it should be me since one person is easier to change than five. yet i still feel the same. my parents treat me the same, my sister treats me the same, my other friends treat me the same. yet you all treat me as if i'm some alien from outer space. what is this widening gulf between us? why do you all ignore me? why do you all shun me?
it's weird, how after a surgery, people change so much. not the person who underwent the surgery, but those who didn't. strange huh? or maybe it's me. or maybe it's you. or you. or you. or you. or you. how would i know if you don't tell me?
i'm not going to care anymore. you don't know me and since you're not making an effort to know me but instead making an effort to not know me, i shan't bother with you either. it takes two hands to clap you know?
i don't know what you five say about me behind my back but i don't really care anymore. such
friends indeed.
