Saturday, September 09, 2006 6:52 PM
i realised i'm always the one getting scolded, getting punished, while she gets away scott-free. it's always like that. even if it's not my fault. when you really have no choice but to punish her too, you bring mummy and me into the picture and scold and punish us too, giving her a light punishment, scolding mummy, and letting me bear the full brunt of your anger. do you really hate me that much? then why let me come to this earth in the first place? so that i can be your punching bag? so that i can be her punching bag? and hopefully so that i can be mummy's punching bag? oh just go away. i've no need for you. i hate you. and i know you never did love me. so we're even i guess. cos if you love me, the earth is flat.