Friday, August 25, 2006 8:55 PM
i think he thinks that i like junhan. quite funny actually. haha. it's like we were discussing lang arts project after school, then junhan and keith sat at our table cos they were waiting for their ccas to start and didn't have anything to do. then our group being our group, loves to digress. so whenever we started digressing, i would talk to junhan. or rather junhan would talk to me. then he was playing with my phone cos he really was very bored. haha. then we were laughing when i happened to look up and saw kevin looking at me with this look. how should i say it? it was bittersweet. that dark chocolatey feeling all over again. and i realised that he thought that i liked junhan. i looked away. i don't know what i should do. i know i should keep my silence and let him continue his misunderstanding so it will be easier for him to forget me. but the thing is i don't like junhan and it'll be unfair to him if i use him like this. so now i'm stuck between. maybe i should tell junhan my situation and ask him to help me. but that will be even more selfish of me and totally unfair to him. i wonder what should i do.
flipping the handphone open and close isn't going to make him msg you.