Sunday, August 27, 2006 4:31 PM
i know i shouldn't have sent you that msg last night. but i just couldn't help it. what would you do if the dream came true? but of course you didn't know what was going on cause i didn't tell you. but your reply was still quite sweet. but i never should have sent you that msg. cos i just might have given you hope again. ahh!! horrid. i must have a stronger resolve and persevere! no more being swayed by my own emotions. always think of the reason why i left you. must let you be free. must! i must stop being so selfish. but sometimes, it's just too hard. ):
