Thursday, July 20, 2006 10:50 PM
they say that when a dragon dies, it becomes a comet streaking across wishes.
i want a boy who will slay a dragon and name the comet after me.
i want him to cut class and steal me away to go rollerblading.
i want a boy who can flip pancakes.
i want a boy whose smile is like knotted light but doesnt give away his smile for free.
i want him to strum goofy love songs on his guitar.
i want a boy who doesnt mind silences in conversations.
i want him to dare to fail.
i want him to surprise me.
i want a boy who doesn't use eye cream, or branded moisturiser.
i want him to laugh at my lame jokes.
i want a boywho doesn't exist.
that way, i'll never fall in love.
that was from my friend's blog. how true. i never want to fall in love. ever again. it hurts too much. not because of anything, but because i always hurt the other party no matter how hard i try not to. it's just me i guess.
i should add another sign to my window. n the fragile and danger stickers will block out the light of day. but that's another bonus- people won't be able to love me even if they want to. not with a toxic sticker right in their face.
