Saturday, July 01, 2006 6:56 PM
is this God's way of waking me up? i guess so. i've been such a horrible christian, never really interested in the church ministry and never doing devotions either. i'm not exactly a good example either. i guess i'll just have to try my best and stop being such a sunday christian. pull up my socks and read the bible so that i can get to know Him better.
o Lord, please give me a heart that is always searching for You and yearning to get to know You better. please Father, even if i never ever get well, please help me to be a good christian and to be a shining light and a salty salt to others. In Jesus' name i pray, amen.
just hope that my one and only kidney can last me through the rest of my life and that this cancer will leave me. it's only an early stage right?