Sunday, July 02, 2006 5:48 PM
i think i've come to terms with this illness. i can't really do anything except undergo treatment and pray. the rest will be up to God. i don't recall feeling this helpless before but i guess this will help me in my walk with God. so this probably is a blessing in disguise. and i will follow God's will no matter what. for He is my Lord, my Friend, and my Comfort, in Him i will rest, wholly, entirely. and i will be as sheep in His hand. He will be my Strength when times are hard. and He will lead me on. yes, He will.