Wednesday, July 26, 2006 6:31 PM
i just love the song inochi no namae from sen to chihiro no kamikakushi. it is just perfect. the best song tt i have ever heard. n it never fails to lift my spirits whenever i'm feeling down.
went back to school today for the first time after two and a half weeks. don't really feel anything much. everything was pretty much numbed. the sudden onslaught of care from people who didn't really care, the curious heads that gathered round. everything seemed just so unreal, so surreal. what really matters? who really cares? those who talk to me with wide smiles trying to find out about my op? or those who sit quietly beside?
does it even matter?
i don't think so. many think so. but i don't. and it's not because of rebelliousness. i really do think so.
what matters is my Lord. of course fellowship with other Christians is important or rather crucial for me to grow in the Lord. and i'll be able to help others too. hopefully that is. and of course to spread the Word.
talking to jinghuan, i realise that my true friends really were in dunman. it's sad really. i wish i never left.
