Wednesday, July 12, 2006 3:52 PM
i feel so not in touch in with my class.
okay. that was expected. i mean like if you miss lessons consecutively, obviously the conversation topics will change right? people don't wait for you. the world spins on. but i know my Lord will wait for me.
friends, aren't really friends unless they're there in times of need. and i think i've found my real friends. though it hurts knowing that some aren't. ohwells. just have to learn to accept i guess.
and reading may's blog, i realised that people around you actually feel exactly the same way as you do. they may react differently, but it all boils down to the same feelings. maybe i'm slow to only realise this now, but i think it's a rather comforting thought. maybe out there, everyone keeps a secret diary or blog like me. maybe out there, they feel as lonely as me, even when they're laughing with their friends and i'm sitting at home stoning. maybe...
haha. so melancholy today. maybe it's the realisation that the one and only friendship that lasts is the one with Jesus. praise Him!(:
